

They were chosen for their singing ability, sure, but just as important were their bankable good looks and cheeky sensibilities. For those who are experiencing suicidal thoughts and/or distress, the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline is available 24/7 at 1-80.Ten years ago today, five teenage lads – Liam Payne, Louis Tomlinson, Zayn Malik, Niall Horan and Harry Styles – were thrown together in the audition stages of The X Factor. If you or anyone you know is struggling with mental health or substance abuse disorders, reach out to the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration‘s national helpline 24/7 at 1-800-662-HELP (4357) for confidential treatment referrals and information.

“It’s almost as if some people have got a sixth sense about when you’re going through something and want to check in.” “He was checking in on me,” Payne shared. After watching one of his performances on TV, though, Payne realized he needed to change things up and has been hitting the gym, attending meetings, seeking therapy and has been sober for a month. “I had a lovely phone call from Harry the other day,” Payne said of his old pal Styles, who he called a “lovely, lovely boy” whom he loves “to pieces.”
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He said he put on weight, ate poorly and joked that he was bulking up for a movie role.

If you’re on Zoom you can probably get away with being a bit tipsy, when you’re not supposed to be.” “What I’ve found more than anything with the alcohol is boundaries. It was just getting earlier and earlier and earlier - easier and easier to go to,” he said. His battle with alcohol reared its head again during England’s COVID-19 lockdown last year, when Payne said he took a break after working on new music for months due to exhaustion, which turned out to be the “worst thing in the world for me. Having a lot of time at home - I think a lot of people had this same sort of thing: alcohol. Liam Payne Confirms Split From Maya Henry: 'I've Just Not Been Very Good At Relationships' So at a certain point, I just thought, ‘Well, I’m going to have a party for one,’ and that just seemed to carry on throughout many years of my life.” We were always locked into a room at night,” he said. “The problem was, in the band … the best way to secure us, because of how big we’d got, was just to lock us in our rooms. Part of the problem during the 1D days was the intense security needed to keep Payne and bandmates Harry Styles, Niall Horan, Louis Tomlinson and Zayn Malik safe, which Payne said often involved locking them in their hotel rooms. “As a teen, the one thing you need is freedom to make choices and freedom to do stuff. I just didn’t like myself very much, and then I made a change.” “And it was only until I saw myself after that I was like, ‘Right, I need to fix myself.'” He described seeing pictures of him on a boat when he was “all bloated out,” describing what he called his “pills-and-booze face. My face was just, like, 10 times more than it is now. “Yeah. There is some stuff that I have definitely never, never spoken about. When Bartlett asked if those dark thoughts included “suicidal ideation,” Payne confirmed that it did.
